Am I a horrible person, or is this normal behavior?

I logged on to facebook today & was immediately informed that 2 new albums had been created
and 2 of my friends were tagged in them. These two friends happened to meet at the same wedding that WG and I met at & they've been together ever since. She was actually the talk of the wedding... she was "that" girl, ifyaknowwhatimean. I'm not kidding when I say the phrase "She's a biter" pretty much summed up that wedding weekend because of her. Because I'm nosy & a glutton for punishment, I clicked in. There they were in sunny California, posing in front of the Hollywood sign & lounging on the beach. Below were captions talking about some of their time spent there.
Made. me. wanna. puke.

I'm horrible, right?
So much for a better me.

Having said that... it's time for an update on the challenge!

I scribbled down some of the things I was feeling blessed about yesterday...

1.) Dreams (I have some amazing, some crazy, some insightful, some awful... but I remember them all! So few people can remember all of their dreams, so I feel lucky to be able to!)
2.) Sweet emails & comments. Which really means sweet friends, I suppose!
3.) My family(Today was my brother-in-law's birthday and I got to spend the evening with the whole fam. Love them so much!)
4.) Sweet tea(or unsweetened, whatever!)... it's my savior since I gave up soda for lent.
5.) A roof over my head. (I saw a really young homeless man on the side of the interstate today. Made me so sad.)
6.) Sunshine :) It came out today and even though it's still cold...I enjoyed the rays on my pale skin for a few moments.

& Uhm, let's zoom so you can see another blessing...

I texted Summer last night in a sweets panic, "Do caramel flavored rice cakes count as sweets?!"
She said she didn't think so, but I still felt guilty b/c they're sorta kinda delicious and I almost prefer them to cookies. So, after perusing the aisles of Walgreens, I decided to try out frosted mini-wheats. I never enjoyed the texture when my Mom would buy them when I was a kid, but I thought maybe my texture taste had matured with age... and either I'm desperate or it has! I am loving my honey nut mini-wheat little bites (that's a seriously long title, Kellogg's!)!

To be clear, I realize I am blessed for much more than I listed, however today was a pretty blah day for me. I didn't do too much or really even converse with anyone until 7:00pm.
I'm a very blessed lady, and I know that.

Today's focus:
With every negative thought that comes into your mind,
first immediately STOP it...
And then, replace that thought with what is TRUE and positive.

Join in on the 21 day challenge over at Summer's!
Hopefully you'll do better than I'm doing! Haha! I'm going to get better, I promise.
I'm only human...